First of all, thank you so much for your kind words :) It’s sad to hear that you feel down, but I understand that there are times in your life when you just can’t find the strength to change anything. I was looking for the message I think you’re talking about and it might be this one. But I’m gonna write something once again, if there’s a chance it may cheer you up.
We all struggle with something, life isn’t easy, especially when you’re growing up and there’s a lot of things happening. There’s this weird period in our lives when we’re not kids anymore but at the same time we’re not ready to face the adulthood yet, other people expect so much from us and we’re just not able to give it to them. How can you decide about your future when you’re not even in charge of your own emotions? It’s even harder when there are things (like bullying, family problems, illness of any kind) you have to deal with that demand a lot of energy. Sometimes you feel exhausted just by thinking about some problems. The truth is, this whole coming of age thing really sucks. But we all have to grow up, eventually. There was a time I just couldn’t picture myself as an adult, graduating from high school was scary because I had to choose what I want to do next. It was easier for me, since photography is my everything (it doesn’t mean I don’t have a creativity crisis every few days) but I had a really hard time adjusting to my new school, new people, new responsibilities. I’ve never imagined myself working! Yet I had to find a job because my school was so expensive. Now I have a job, a diploma and a brand new perspective. I really want to encourage you to find a goal, something that you really want to happen in your life and work hard to achieve it. But you musn’t forget about the small things that come along the way. Enjoy simple pleasures, a good book, a cup of an excellent coffee, great weather, things like that. Take a walk to clear your mind, list problems to solve and plans for the future. Find the thing that is stopping you from becoming a happy human being and work on it. And try to stay positive, your kindness will return to you somehow, someday. Sometimes it’s hard to balance being peaceful with being tough, but you must try! I hope you’ll find what you’re looking for and achieve eveything you want to, because you truly deserve it! Have a great life! xxxxxx
Jagwar Ma - Let Her Go